This sucks

[Sodomy]

I also have that problem sometimes. i feel like i will amount to nothing in life. like im a failure. I havnt done much either, and i have also done some thing i wish i hadnt. Honestly the only way to get past it is to make the changes. You need to take the bull by the horns and shape your future. Your still young and there is plenty of time to make something of yourself. you should just continue to try and get a job or make friends. Death is never the answer. Im always here if you ever need someone to talk to.