12-11-2011, 02:18 AM
This is what is known to adults as "life". I don't feel like there is a need for you to "get used to it", but for the most part, your life is yours to live, and you come into this world alone, and you leave this world alone.
I'm almost 30y/o, truth is, for circumstantial reasons I am not friends with a single one of my friends from highschool. Zero. It used to really bug me sure, and lots of other things that were really hard for me to grasp until later in life, I had a very hard struggle coping with some of the things I began to understand as a young adult.
Particularly as I get older I sense, "Oh, people see me as the grown up now." I don't feel much different than when I was 20y/o. Except for the fact I love veggies, reading, getting up a little earlier and sleeping at a regular time every night. Things like that, one day I just realized; this is what I prefer.
I'm almost 30y/o, truth is, for circumstantial reasons I am not friends with a single one of my friends from highschool. Zero. It used to really bug me sure, and lots of other things that were really hard for me to grasp until later in life, I had a very hard struggle coping with some of the things I began to understand as a young adult.
Particularly as I get older I sense, "Oh, people see me as the grown up now." I don't feel much different than when I was 20y/o. Except for the fact I love veggies, reading, getting up a little earlier and sleeping at a regular time every night. Things like that, one day I just realized; this is what I prefer.