12-06-2011, 08:38 PM
crap went bad... Real bad, She hated me and I hated her. I feel like im empty, like my soul has been ripped from me....
I wan't to kill myself.
Sadly I can't...
I made a promise to myself that I would never kill myself in a "Lame" way such as pills, a gun, hanging myself etc. It would have to be original. I wan't to jump out of a plane flying at a very high height and free fall (No parachute) until I hit the ground and go splat. Sadly I need to be 18 and have around 10 jumps with an instructor before I can jump by myself. I know this seems like I giant troll post but I swear to you it isnt.
She is a smoker, I asked her to stop because it was killing her and I don't think I could deal with her dieing of cancer and then she went all ape crap about me telling her how to live her life. I attempted to explain to her why I want her to stop and how much I care for her but she wouldn't listen. It ended with her telling me to go kill myself. If only I was 18 and had enough jumps to do it myself. I would Just to freakin smite that bitch.
Im out guys. I won't be coming back.
Thank you for all the people who tryed to help, But sadly it didn't work (Nothing you could of done to predict the crap that flew) She was what I needed to stay calm. To stay happy. She was my "escape" someone I could be "myself" to and not have to deal with all the other crap. I needed her. And now that shes dead (metamorphicly) I believe I will, Not in real life but in the head.
Good bye.
Merry Christmas.
I wan't to kill myself.
Sadly I can't...
I made a promise to myself that I would never kill myself in a "Lame" way such as pills, a gun, hanging myself etc. It would have to be original. I wan't to jump out of a plane flying at a very high height and free fall (No parachute) until I hit the ground and go splat. Sadly I need to be 18 and have around 10 jumps with an instructor before I can jump by myself. I know this seems like I giant troll post but I swear to you it isnt.
She is a smoker, I asked her to stop because it was killing her and I don't think I could deal with her dieing of cancer and then she went all ape crap about me telling her how to live her life. I attempted to explain to her why I want her to stop and how much I care for her but she wouldn't listen. It ended with her telling me to go kill myself. If only I was 18 and had enough jumps to do it myself. I would Just to freakin smite that bitch.
Im out guys. I won't be coming back.
Thank you for all the people who tryed to help, But sadly it didn't work (Nothing you could of done to predict the crap that flew) She was what I needed to stay calm. To stay happy. She was my "escape" someone I could be "myself" to and not have to deal with all the other crap. I needed her. And now that shes dead (metamorphicly) I believe I will, Not in real life but in the head.
Good bye.
Merry Christmas.