11-08-2011, 06:25 AM
Well my trust issues are a little extreme, and i really don't know why. I can't trust anyone, honestly. Not even my own parents. The only person i can trust, but not fully trust, is my girlfriend.
This has created a lot of other issues, such as anxiety and panic attacks. But no matter how much i try, i still can't trust anyone. I try my best to trust my girlfriend atleast, but it doesn't always work that well...
I almost panic if my mom or stepdad walks behind my back with a knife or something, i can't leave a glass of water by the tv if my mom or stepdad are there, not even just to go to the bathroom. I won't drink it since i think they did something with it.
Those trust issues are really becoming a problem for me. Im able to live with it in general, but when it comes to not being able to trust my own girlfriend it goes too far. I do trust her a lot more than i trust anyone else, but i can't trust her to a 100%. This is hurting both me and my girlfriend, and i wonder what my mom would feel if she knew that her own son thinks she wants to kill him.
This is extremely serious, and im suffering a lot emotionally from this. I need help, but im lost, i don't know what to do...
This has created a lot of other issues, such as anxiety and panic attacks. But no matter how much i try, i still can't trust anyone. I try my best to trust my girlfriend atleast, but it doesn't always work that well...
I almost panic if my mom or stepdad walks behind my back with a knife or something, i can't leave a glass of water by the tv if my mom or stepdad are there, not even just to go to the bathroom. I won't drink it since i think they did something with it.
Those trust issues are really becoming a problem for me. Im able to live with it in general, but when it comes to not being able to trust my own girlfriend it goes too far. I do trust her a lot more than i trust anyone else, but i can't trust her to a 100%. This is hurting both me and my girlfriend, and i wonder what my mom would feel if she knew that her own son thinks she wants to kill him.
This is extremely serious, and im suffering a lot emotionally from this. I need help, but im lost, i don't know what to do...