10-24-2011, 06:44 PM
I feel fine at school when I'm with my friends and never feel depressed or anything bad. But it seems that lately I just don't feel happy at home or want to go anywhere or do anything. My mom has jut been really disappointing to me. The last time she bought me something was last christmas, and I keepctellig her that I need new clothes but I never get any. Money is not the problem in my family, not at all. My mom told me last week I'd get a new phone. Then she told it'd e this week, and now she's telling me it's going to be next week. I also was excites about taking Judo classes instead of playing basketball this year. My mom was fine with it at first, but now she says "And where do you think you're going to get a ride from?" (My family has a really busy schedule) This pretty much crushed me because it was the only thing I was looking forward to. My dad is also an alcoholic, and they will go to a bar at least once a weekend and blow $60 easily (sometimes twice a weekend). I just feel no hope lately. The only TGIF keeping me going is being able to go to college and move away. My grades are great, my GPA last year was 4.4 and I'm really wanting to go to Med school. It's just I feel like my parents kind of neglect me at times. Sorry for the big wall of text, I just don't feel like fixing it.