(10-23-2011, 12:16 PM)Advertise4you Wrote: woluld you mind telling us the reason about why you lost your best friend?
Normally it's her i would talk to about anything, I broke up with my ex a few weeks ago and i went round to chat about it and things.
We started watching a film and i was tickling her/giving her abuse in a flirty way, Next thing she grabs me and kisses me..
Turns out i'd been burying my feelings for her for the past 2 years and as soon as she kissed me EVERYTHING i felt for her was just there.. I was happy as hell and i couldn't stop thinking about it.
The next day i asked what it was about and if there was anything between us that could start again?
She said she could never do us again and that it wasn't right, The day after she's got a boyfriend who she liked for a while now, and i know this isn't my fault but i've kind of started a path of self destruction (Self harming and arguing with her so she blames it on me.. I don't know why but this makes me feel better (ish) )
(10-23-2011, 06:35 AM)mH™ Wrote: self harm or maybe suicide is the worst thing you can do.
couple of tips ?
talk to your girlfriend. if you care for eachother you will make things work.
talk to your best friend. even if it`s her fault, let it go. you are a best friend after all, aren`t you ?
don`t ever never EVER self harm your self or even think about it.
Just go on and talk to them. maybe find another friend ?
Ok, hope i`ve helped you .
Girlfriend has completely blanked me from her life so i can't.. And read the post above, Explains why i can't talk to her :/