I'M freakin DONE

[alabama]

It's hard to answer as unless someone is going through the same state of mind they can't really judge you. I suffer from severe depression myself and while I realise that committing suicide would leave devastation for those left behind nearest to you, when you are feeling so down and under confident it's no good someone just telling you to pick yourself up. I'm very shy and someone telling me to just go out there and prove something to myself just ain't going to happen. What I would recommend is that you confide in your doctor and he or she can refer you to a counsellor so you can discuss with them the things that are upsetting you etc. Just by talking things through to someone unbiased can lift a weight off your shoulders. Drugs aren't always the answer as they don't really deal with what's causing the depression in the first place they only deal with the symptoms and sometimes even make you worse once the body gets used to them. There is always someone out there worse off than yourself , that's what I keep reminding myself anyway, do things that you enjoy that life has blessed you with, for example listening to your favourite music. Good luck!!!!