09-30-2011, 03:33 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-30-2011, 04:15 PM by ๖ۣۜDunsparth.)
Ugh so here we go, i am not very active on support forums like i should be, so i feel bad asking for advice and everything but i feel i need to let go of some things and pour my emotions out instead of bottling them up, alot of you will probably think i am stupid and acting immature but whatever i just like expressing myself sometimes and the way i feel & i know SF is the place to come for that.
So lets get this started.
My name is Dj im 17 years old i live in california im a drop out because i went down the wrong path in life but have cleaned myself up, lately ive been feeling really lonley like forever alone, i try to talk to girls because i want to find a girlfriend but it seems like every girl i talk to has attraction in me at first and then i end up screwing it up, ive felt like i can not do anything right no matter how hard i try to be the nice guy, they end up hating me and not wanting to talk to me.
Im bi polar and i suffer from depression problems im also a stoner and a smoker, i want to quit smoking ciggarites since it is a horrible addiction i am also addicted to porn and masturbation (not trolling) i want to stop that too, i have a job and i am happy with it, but whenever i get home i feel lonley i only have a few friends in real life, but alot of acquaintances, ive posted a long thread on SF before in the emotinal support area and alot of the things that i wanted to improve i have worked on and i still feel like crap.
here is a link to my past thread http://www.supportforums.net/showthread.php?tid=19617
Can somebody help me please? im not looking for trolls and yes i know this is the internet but this is supportforums not 4chan.
I also forgot to mention that i was talking to this girl for a while and we got really close and she was showing affection twords me calling me,hun,babe,sweetheart, and stuff like that and would always want to call me or talk to me and if we wernt on the phone she would be telling me she missed me so i took it into consideration that she may like me so i asked her out and she rejected me... and now im stuck like what the hell?
So lets get this started.
My name is Dj im 17 years old i live in california im a drop out because i went down the wrong path in life but have cleaned myself up, lately ive been feeling really lonley like forever alone, i try to talk to girls because i want to find a girlfriend but it seems like every girl i talk to has attraction in me at first and then i end up screwing it up, ive felt like i can not do anything right no matter how hard i try to be the nice guy, they end up hating me and not wanting to talk to me.
Im bi polar and i suffer from depression problems im also a stoner and a smoker, i want to quit smoking ciggarites since it is a horrible addiction i am also addicted to porn and masturbation (not trolling) i want to stop that too, i have a job and i am happy with it, but whenever i get home i feel lonley i only have a few friends in real life, but alot of acquaintances, ive posted a long thread on SF before in the emotinal support area and alot of the things that i wanted to improve i have worked on and i still feel like crap.
here is a link to my past thread http://www.supportforums.net/showthread.php?tid=19617
Can somebody help me please? im not looking for trolls and yes i know this is the internet but this is supportforums not 4chan.
I also forgot to mention that i was talking to this girl for a while and we got really close and she was showing affection twords me calling me,hun,babe,sweetheart, and stuff like that and would always want to call me or talk to me and if we wernt on the phone she would be telling me she missed me so i took it into consideration that she may like me so i asked her out and she rejected me... and now im stuck like what the hell?