F*ck Depression

[Smoke2Joints]

For the past year, I have been progressively changing my attitude towards everything. I wake up, and have nothing to look forward to in my day. I feel like my body is literally in auto pilot, and I am separated from the rest of the world. I am usually not that social with people in school, which sucks. I feel tired all the time and just don't want to do anything. I seemed to have lost motivation that I once had. I literally feel like I have nothing in my life to make me feel happy. No purpose. I do enjoy computers and electronics, but I never get to do anything related to that in school. I'll admit that I am very knowledgeable in programming, electrical engineering, and all around knowledge of computers. This past month, it seems as if I have become self aware of my issue, and it is becoming even worse. I have gotten to the point where I don't even talk to my friends at school, I just feel so upset. I often bust out crying at night sometimes. I feel like none of my friends will understand me, because they have never experienced such a thing. I literally feel like I need someone to hug, and love. I know, it sounds cheesy. Is this what depression feels like to most people? Is there anything that I can do naturally to cure this?

I'm 16.