09-19-2011, 07:12 PM
I don't understand what's wrong with me. The past 4 months, I've been enjoying doing nothing but going home every day after school, laying in bed, drawing, then sleep. I've weirdly been enjoying this depressing lifestyle. Summers before I'd go out and do everything, but this year I've just been so joyous of being isolated.
The reason I'm worried is because I used to be really happy. I don't consider myself depressed or anything, but it seems as if all my actions are showing signs of my depression. I'm worried that if I continue to live the way I am now, I'll just start being depressed like before.
(When I was 16 I had two attempted suicides)
The reason I'm worried is because I used to be really happy. I don't consider myself depressed or anything, but it seems as if all my actions are showing signs of my depression. I'm worried that if I continue to live the way I am now, I'll just start being depressed like before.
(When I was 16 I had two attempted suicides)