09-19-2011, 08:19 AM
Alright. I feel like I have to get all this stuff off my chest so I might as well do it. Please read the ENTIRE post.
There's this girl that I'm madly in love with: she is cute and sweet but has a boyfriend, and she herself doesn't really acknowledge me. I've been in class with her for 3 years and lately I thought she might like me. I'm sure I was wrong. What am I thinking, as if anyone liked me. I'm not tall. I don't look that good. I am not that strong. I'm not very social. I have two friends who I talk to sometimes. At school during breaktime I'd just go to home. It takes 20 minutes to get to my home, and 20 minutes to go back. Fits perfectly. Break is 40 minutes. I tried to make some friends: I'm bad at it. I have never been in a serious relationship or even kissed a girl. I don't fall in love very often, and people just say "There's plenty of fish left in the sea". I don't know what to do. I feel very depressed and am very insecure.
There's this girl that I'm madly in love with: she is cute and sweet but has a boyfriend, and she herself doesn't really acknowledge me. I've been in class with her for 3 years and lately I thought she might like me. I'm sure I was wrong. What am I thinking, as if anyone liked me. I'm not tall. I don't look that good. I am not that strong. I'm not very social. I have two friends who I talk to sometimes. At school during breaktime I'd just go to home. It takes 20 minutes to get to my home, and 20 minutes to go back. Fits perfectly. Break is 40 minutes. I tried to make some friends: I'm bad at it. I have never been in a serious relationship or even kissed a girl. I don't fall in love very often, and people just say "There's plenty of fish left in the sea". I don't know what to do. I feel very depressed and am very insecure.