09-10-2011, 06:14 PM
When I am about to fight or get pissed off, my mood changes, my attitude changes, and I just blackout. All of this hatred inside of me comes out, I can feel it, my eyes turn red and I just turn the opposite of what I usually am. The hate comes from a lot of events, incidents, and people. Like, for example, I was about to fight this kid, friend was holding me back, my attitude just blacks out, I rush the kid and hit him. Then afterwards I realize what I have just done and known I shouldn't have hurt him. Can anyone else relate or discuss about all of the hatred in someone? Do you have a lot of hatred in you and meaness? I am just wondering.