08-30-2011, 06:29 PM
So yeah. She actually gave me her number. She was like, you should text me. And then put her number there. So after that we kept talking on facebook. Let me just say. A ton of emotions were in that conversation. She told me her life and things she hasn't told anyone. She really trusts me. I poured my heart out to her, I man'd the fudge up and asked her out. She told me she literally had gotten a boyfriend that day. Like a few hours before. I was like fudge and relived at the same time. I figured you know? After all these years of me being a puss I'd man up. This girl did that for me. She said she has no idea if it will last though. Asking a girl out and being rejected isn't that bad. Right now we're really freakin close though. Like she texts me when she first wakes up and we stay up all night talking. She said she really wishes she didn't have to turn me down though. She said I'm really sweet. This girl is exactly like me. We think the same and everything. I'm going to stick around until she realizes that she really needs to go with me. I love my life right now. I'm so confident in myself. I've finally found myself. Life is great. Everyone should enjoy it.