Hate what I am surrounded by

[Locke]

I know what you mean.
I would see the everyone doing the same thing, talking the same way, all existing the same sad, disgusting way. It depressed me to see that people could even be that way. They were all so stupid and all they were concerned about was who was dating who, or what soap opera of a movie was coming out.
And the sad thing was, these people would eventually become members of society, and they would never know something was wrong.

What you need, is a distraction.
You can't change people, or the way things work.
But I found hobbies like music, drawing, writing, and other things can keep you occupied until it stops bothering you.
I hate running from it all, but it's the best we can do.
Humanity is in decline.
Or rather, intellectuals are in decline.
I have met people and thought, I can't beleive someone this awful is real, but it is all too true.

So find something to keep you going, find a reason to get up in the morning, and never lose sight of it.
I found a girl who makes me happy to be alive; she is everything I could have wished for, and more than I deserve, but I live for her, and it makes everything seem...not so bad...