07-23-2011, 05:59 PM
Well, lately I had an experience that made me question my way of life. Before that I didn't care less if I was drinking or smoking more than normal. But now, especially in this last three day it made me wonder. Where is my life going to. Will I end up an alchocolic when I reach 25-30 years old? Will I die from lung cancel or liver failure with 40? I mean, I'm skinny, not too skinny but a bit below average. I'm actually quite strong for my build and I have a normal stamina, like any other person. But, lately I switched from drinkng 4-5 beers and getting drunk to drinking 4-5 beers and still feeling normal, like I drank water or something. I drink every 3-4 days with my friends. Also, I used to smoke half a pack a day, now I smoke one, sometimes two per day. Hell, I smoked three packs today ffs. Really, I need to get some motivation to start living a healthier life. I'll probably die if I go on like this, maybe not now but in a long term... So, any tips? I plan to quit smoking, maybe start doing some sports or something. I don't plan to quit drinking with my buddies and all, what's the point on going out then lol. But I'll probably cut down on it too.