07-06-2011, 11:47 PM
Ok well I can relate because I've gone through some dark times myself dealing with a lot of suicidal thoughts and self loathing problems which I still battle today. I suggest you finding a new best friend. If you do not like him then I'm sure there are other people to hang out with. It is good that you have found a girl that you like and you need to explain to your friend that you really like this girl and that you would like him to back off a little bit. If that doesn't work then you need to be the one to ask her out. A little awkwardness never hurt anyone hanging out... As long as you can make her laugh and you can successfully hold a conversation and flirt with her then you have a fighting chance. Im not sure where you live, but if you need a friend or someone to talk to I will be here. You really should try and find a new best friend though. If he really makes you mad then you should try to do new thing, sports, or activities to meet new people and to help you branch out a little more. Doing this will also help you work on your people skills which will always be beneficial in the future. I wish you the best of luck with this girl and I hope that everything turns out good in the end. I really hope that my post helped and if you ever want to talk you can PM me and Ill help you try and get through it.