10-26-2009, 03:29 AM
(10-26-2009, 12:12 AM)Tim Wrote: And at that time in your life were you emotionally developed and mature enough to make that decision? I doubt it. IMO it is never a bad thing to reevaluate your morals, values and beliefs because we all know bad things happen when you are living by ones that are outdated. You and the world around you changes over time, it's part of life. Let go.Yes, but you must realize the situation behind the decision. I had been hurt, abandoned, beat, tortured, and neglected; I had every right to make that decision with a very reasonable motive. And thus, I survived by retaliation and murder due to self-defense. After the first death, you don't feel anything any more; and I refused to feel it. And so I struggled as I moved from home-to-home in the SC DSS custody until I was about 14. At that point I was adopted by who is now my dad. And therefor I had no need for this emotionless lifestyle; however, it is tough after many years of a lifestyle to rid yourself of it. But now that I have this beautiful lady in my life, I am afraid of what might be left of me.
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the law, love under will.
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