desire for destruction

[heartless]

I don't really think that's too bad. I think something is bothering you and it's manifesting itself via your desire to destroy things. You have all of this nervous/angry energy built up and need a way to release it so instead of turning to destruction, try something else. Is there anywhere secluded you could go to just take a deep breath and yell? Could you take up running or some sort of sport? When I get that sort of feeling, I have an urge to just pound the pavement and I'm not even really athletic. It just seems like it'd be nice to cut loose and run as fast as I can until I'm worn out.

I don't know if that's how you feel or if that would help but it's a suggestion.