Suicide

[Telhast]

My best friend was in the same situation like you. He jumped off his building but he didn't die. The girl came back for him because she was scared that he might try to kill himself again. He never took her back.
Why?
He told me that during the time he jumped from the 4th floor till the time he woke up in the hospital, he realized that he almost wasted his whole life over a girl who cannot be trusted. A girl who might leave him later on in life if not now.
I'm not telling you NOT to go after this girl. Try your level best, if she does not come back then just FUDGE it. Shes the one on the losing side. She'll only realize that later when the other guy dumps her.
Think about your future. I've been through worse situations but I still keep my hope alive because I dream of having my own baby daughter. I dont care if its possible or not, at least it keeps me pushing forward.
Some tips to get her back -
1) Hang out with other girls to make her jealous.
2) Show her what you can do for her while the other guy cannot.
3) If nothing works, just talk to her or her best friends about it.

Remember, dying without trying is a waste. If you try hard and then die, you'll atleast have some satisfaction that you did something before you died. :-)
PM me if you need more help.