05-04-2011, 02:33 PM
Well, life is beginning to suck once again. First off, this kid keeps taking every girl I like. For example, I liked this one girl and she came to my house I would talk to her, text her, etc. Then one day when she came over I had all my friend at mine and they both went outside. He later then told me they made out and crap... I was like what?.. Now I liked this other girl and we talk and crap, but I never made a move. He then saw I liked this girl so on the bus today (he's known I liked her for a while) he was touching her boobs and crap. I swear he freakin sweat talks him self out of everything or into things. He acts like he is the freakin best. I don't know what to do anymore, I don't have many girls in my class that I like or are attractive. Not being rude or anything, but most of them are nerds, overweight, and doesn't have good hygiene. Now I have a lot of homework and crap I have to do which freakin makes matters even worse. I feel like whenever I talk to my parents I always have a bad attitude... I'm always stressed and in fact when I was riding horses the other week (I was in Arizona) my aunts friend kept saying I need to loosen up. Plus all I freakin do is Smoke weed, drink, play video games, chill with friends, school. I want a girlfriend or to do something else. I feel like I do the same crap everyday. Also, when my friends come over like after school they're here till 7 at night. I barley have time to do WHAT I WANT! I BARLEY GET WHAT I freakin WANT... I DON'T EVEN HAVE AN IPOD FOR fudge SAKES... All I have is a computer from 3 years ago, cloths, a free phone I got, a shitty tv, and usually 5 dollars a day or every other day. My parents won't even go to the store with me to get a new headset (it's been 3-4 months...). I feel like almost saying fudge everyone and just do all my school work get into a good college and that's it. BTW the guy that I was taking about earlier that takes all the girls I like, is one of my best friends. Sad right? I've had people tell me before to beat him up and crap. If anyone wants me to go into detail about it like how he thinks he is the best and what he has done to me for about a little less than half of my life or half.
PS: I'm 16.
PS: I'm 16.