Suicide

[Telhast]

sounds like you need to get into gaming.... You will forget about everything.... Even life...

I second this opinion . Get yourself into gaming . Its an escape from reality .

I know the way you feel . I've felt this way a hundred times before . Some things just happen in life that you cant explain to yourself . In the end you start thinking that everything is happening because of you and that you are the root cause of it .
Whenever something like this happens to me , I try to think about the future in a positive way . I hope that the future will be better for me . I hope that I will have a baby girl of my own . things like these help me going on in life even through the bad times .
And not mentioning my friends , they help me in facing my problems too .
Think about it brother . Death gets you nothing , you cant even feel the satisfaction of being dead after you die . If you cant live for yourself , live for someone else . I live for my future .