04-13-2011, 07:11 AM
Well...I'm at a young age into thinking like this. But I cannot hide it so I wanted to release it.
First of all, how would I look into myself right now:
Like a balloon waiting to burst
Can't ride with time for he is fast
I was stab directly into the heart
That made it broke apart
I hope you understand it.
Let's start,
I'm at my teen age, less than 16 but older than 12. I act mature into my friends. Youngest in our family.
When I was a kid, my siblings always teases me, I'm always the pity one. Until know, what's even worse is they're all against me. But, I'm mad and just keep it inti myself.
My physical apperance isn't that great. My father asked me, "Hey, are you sure you waren't swapped in the hospital?!? " With a laugh. But I also asked myself then, it may be true. But it surely hurts a lot deep inside, you hearing from your father's mouth.
One day, I was asked to stop with the computer. I stop, but confused, why do you stop only me? What about brother? His answer is like, "It is you I wanted to stop, not him". I came to the conclusion that they are unfair.
Beside that, with my friends, I forget everything for the moment. I'm the person who protects their friends. They are the only people who understand me.
Until now, I think my family can't accept me. I'm lucky I still have friend with me.
But, that's not the end of it.
I think I have heart disease, and sicknesses.
I came to the point I have a blade on my hand. But I can't, I have to live for my friends.
First of all, how would I look into myself right now:
Like a balloon waiting to burst
Can't ride with time for he is fast
I was stab directly into the heart
That made it broke apart
I hope you understand it.
Let's start,
I'm at my teen age, less than 16 but older than 12. I act mature into my friends. Youngest in our family.
When I was a kid, my siblings always teases me, I'm always the pity one. Until know, what's even worse is they're all against me. But, I'm mad and just keep it inti myself.
My physical apperance isn't that great. My father asked me, "Hey, are you sure you waren't swapped in the hospital?!? " With a laugh. But I also asked myself then, it may be true. But it surely hurts a lot deep inside, you hearing from your father's mouth.
One day, I was asked to stop with the computer. I stop, but confused, why do you stop only me? What about brother? His answer is like, "It is you I wanted to stop, not him". I came to the conclusion that they are unfair.
Beside that, with my friends, I forget everything for the moment. I'm the person who protects their friends. They are the only people who understand me.
Until now, I think my family can't accept me. I'm lucky I still have friend with me.
But, that's not the end of it.
I think I have heart disease, and sicknesses.
I came to the point I have a blade on my hand. But I can't, I have to live for my friends.