04-04-2011, 05:52 AM
Hi everyone, so here is the last news. Class finished today, not next week. I took Susan's advice which I followed. I did not make eye contact despite him really trying too. I looked at him when we were to work with one another and focused on the topic at hand. At the end, I got up and said by to everyone and it seemed to have really pissed him off. He asked of my timetable to see if there were other opportunities to see me i think. He spoke in a very respectful manner and this was always my confusion. I then walked home. Blimey, i done it. Now, i do not see this thread closed yet as i now got to get my emotions to follow my actions here. I have this urge to tell him what he is doing wrong but i take the view about not to make him better. He is probably doing this with alot of girls. Anyway, if he contacts me i will post it to receive advice. I have to give it a chance to see if this guy learnt anything and feel bad or stupid or any sign that he knows he messed up. I miss him but i do not miss the indications of sex and mind and word games in making me feel bad. I hated that. Anyway, i have to think what i am missing to be honest as i hardly know this guy but on one hand i do, maybe better than him as he is so confused or pretending to be confused. I cannot be bothered to analyse him. I wanted to let you all know for a bit of team cheering really. it is late and i am pretty tired. I shall be in touch and thanks for your continued warm words of encouragement and support everyone. Maybe be nice to analyse this all to help others in not getting caught in such a web. Boy was i stuck but strong enough to reach out. Look forward to hearing from you all.