04-02-2011, 09:04 PM
So, ever since I have known my friends I have kind of fit in, but I'm not sure anymore because Im not like my friends in anyway (personality wise). I hang out with about 18 people, all of which I have known for 4+ years but now, I feel like a total outcast though. first of all they talk about the weirdest of crap that a mental patent wouldn't even follow and I don't get their childish humor either and they act like little children in public too. Its like I'm the only normal person in the group, I always stand there with a (fake)grin on my face and think happy thoughts, if not, I feel
like I would slap the next person that did a shitty Dane cook impression.
It doesn't help that I'm the only one in my whole school that has a computer-orientated future so I can't talk about my hobbies such as gaming/hacking etc. for example,They all look at me weird when I say something simple as: "to install this anti virus program go to the website and download it and then follow the instructions when you open the file". this is a response I got form one of them: "0mg is it a virus!?!?!, can I get infected from d0wnlo4ding Th3 Pr0gram off AVG.com"
. Also I cant talk about my love of music, Hardstyle/techno and dubstep because they are hooked on the fact that all techno(computer generated sound) is gay. I am a normal down to earth type of guy, I sometimes I think the only friends I have are you guys on the internet because I can open up about my interests and I feel like people will listen (for the most part). do any of you guys ever feel this way? If so how do/did you deal with it?
like I would slap the next person that did a shitty Dane cook impression.
It doesn't help that I'm the only one in my whole school that has a computer-orientated future so I can't talk about my hobbies such as gaming/hacking etc. for example,They all look at me weird when I say something simple as: "to install this anti virus program go to the website and download it and then follow the instructions when you open the file". this is a response I got form one of them: "0mg is it a virus!?!?!, can I get infected from d0wnlo4ding Th3 Pr0gram off AVG.com"
. Also I cant talk about my love of music, Hardstyle/techno and dubstep because they are hooked on the fact that all techno(computer generated sound) is gay. I am a normal down to earth type of guy, I sometimes I think the only friends I have are you guys on the internet because I can open up about my interests and I feel like people will listen (for the most part). do any of you guys ever feel this way? If so how do/did you deal with it?