04-02-2011, 07:19 PM
Right everyone. You all have been great. Where are you great guys LOL? Well I am down under :-) land of the kangeroos.
To the guest, I sincerely thank you for your time and effort in writing to me. You did not go on you drummed in and summed up what the other were saying. I have been played and being a perosn to look for the good I think for the first time i have to think of my own emotions. This guy is making me feel great but often very sick. He is getting very skilled and I am seeing this. I guess there is no point telling him that I know him playing the game. Reading between the lines, I will behave myself, positive and happy on Monday when he sees me. I often was confused when he likes almost me being sad, as he knew he was breaking me down. the comment he gave about me nearly coming around was also interesting and thus, he spent time again with me chatting online - offcourse it was about sex. This is going to be hard, but I will not contact him, not will i respond to his emails. I warned him that he has a daughter and one day she will be crying really hard for what he is doing right now to woman. Karma is a bxxxx. I am far too intelligent for this and my weakness is not listening to my gut feeling. nice to get attention but i need to be firmer in accepting the right attention for me.
BTW one does not have to be gay to help out. Some gays may even be more empathetic. I am keeping this thread live as I will probably need continued reassurance and advice after Monday. Will let you know what happened and how i was. I show all emotions on my face but this is something to work on. I have to display the required emotions rather than the true emotions (we all do it sometimes) though I just need to get better at it. Maybe I can laugh and be happy for the fact of not giving into him. He has had his laugh in having emotionally played me. I still cannot understand how he can sleep at night. One day his conscious will catch him up and all that crap he said to me is just crap. I wish you all well and thank you again. Will be in touch on Monday to let you know what happens and what went down.
To the guest, I sincerely thank you for your time and effort in writing to me. You did not go on you drummed in and summed up what the other were saying. I have been played and being a perosn to look for the good I think for the first time i have to think of my own emotions. This guy is making me feel great but often very sick. He is getting very skilled and I am seeing this. I guess there is no point telling him that I know him playing the game. Reading between the lines, I will behave myself, positive and happy on Monday when he sees me. I often was confused when he likes almost me being sad, as he knew he was breaking me down. the comment he gave about me nearly coming around was also interesting and thus, he spent time again with me chatting online - offcourse it was about sex. This is going to be hard, but I will not contact him, not will i respond to his emails. I warned him that he has a daughter and one day she will be crying really hard for what he is doing right now to woman. Karma is a bxxxx. I am far too intelligent for this and my weakness is not listening to my gut feeling. nice to get attention but i need to be firmer in accepting the right attention for me.
BTW one does not have to be gay to help out. Some gays may even be more empathetic. I am keeping this thread live as I will probably need continued reassurance and advice after Monday. Will let you know what happened and how i was. I show all emotions on my face but this is something to work on. I have to display the required emotions rather than the true emotions (we all do it sometimes) though I just need to get better at it. Maybe I can laugh and be happy for the fact of not giving into him. He has had his laugh in having emotionally played me. I still cannot understand how he can sleep at night. One day his conscious will catch him up and all that crap he said to me is just crap. I wish you all well and thank you again. Will be in touch on Monday to let you know what happens and what went down.