Going through some hard times. [Help please.]

[KillaMuvZ]

I'm here to help you.

First, I've had also lots of issues. One thing I learn since a child, ataraxy. Not through drugs nor anything. Just mentaly.
I've leanrt to control my feeling, I've learn to stop or start crying whenever I was. If I'm sad with something I just stop, I stop feeling. That's how I've managed to pass through dificult years.
It is REALLY usefull. If you need more info, or tips, pm me and I'll tell you everything.

Now about your grandma.. Well you must face it, every one has and will die. Do you believe int eh after life? if you do, then DUDE you're going to be together once more after she passes away, and she WILL be better in "heaven". Don't you want the best for her? :3
Now if you don't believe in after life.
Well there's only one thing to face. We can be imortal, I wish we could, that means we have to die, meaning that you will have to should the world how good your grand ma was by your own example!

If you need anything else pm me :3