03-18-2011, 02:20 PM
Hey, so i dont know if im looking for help, if i just feel like ranting, or what.
I am 14, live in a small ass town with absolutely NOTHING except one movie theater, and a bowling alley to go to. we have a school of like 800 people maybe. I am in 9th grade and i would say in my life i have had 2 crush's that lasted a decent to long time, and nether have been with girls i had any chance of being with..... the first one was from 5th grade to 8th grade. i tried with her but just wasn't going to happen. the second girl was this year and she is in the grade below me, and i just couldn't manage to get the time to. I am just getting tired of having a crush on girls that i dont even get the chance with, i dont know where i could go to meet other girls that have decently same interests and are my "type" and no i don't judge girls it just seems like both girl's i have liked had most of the same features.
I go to concerts in my town but that is it. I never go to anything that my school does because personally im not a big fan of my school. no im not all " omg i cant find a gf im going to go kill myself" im just tired of the crush's on people that i can get with. like i said im not completely sure if i want advice, just to rant, just to get my feeling's out there or what.
I am 14, live in a small ass town with absolutely NOTHING except one movie theater, and a bowling alley to go to. we have a school of like 800 people maybe. I am in 9th grade and i would say in my life i have had 2 crush's that lasted a decent to long time, and nether have been with girls i had any chance of being with..... the first one was from 5th grade to 8th grade. i tried with her but just wasn't going to happen. the second girl was this year and she is in the grade below me, and i just couldn't manage to get the time to. I am just getting tired of having a crush on girls that i dont even get the chance with, i dont know where i could go to meet other girls that have decently same interests and are my "type" and no i don't judge girls it just seems like both girl's i have liked had most of the same features.
I go to concerts in my town but that is it. I never go to anything that my school does because personally im not a big fan of my school. no im not all " omg i cant find a gf im going to go kill myself" im just tired of the crush's on people that i can get with. like i said im not completely sure if i want advice, just to rant, just to get my feeling's out there or what.