See ya, Grandma

[-paradox-]

Well i don't know. Im quite alright even though i was really close to both of my grandparents. I grew up side by side with them and stuff.

But i don't really know why im so alright with it. It is the first death within the family that should affect me. But..

Ah, careful. You were good at covering it up. Make sure you don't bottle anything up. Really, if this passing was someone close to you, you will need to open up. It is effecting you but you just don't want it to. For a few reasons possibly. One of them being you're a selfless person and you want to comfort everyone else before yourself. Your family in this situation.

Remember that just like you're there comforting your family they are there for you as well. If you're not ready to let out your emotions now, you should soon. This isn't something that you want to bottle up and then effect you some way in the future. You don't want to have to dig years from now to find out what's causing some kind of stress in your life and have it lead to this.

So, do you actually feel anything after this passing? Or are you truly not effected by it?