Help?

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I have been to 4+ professionals, and there are direct chemical causes and evironmental causes that have been determined.

Then there really isn't much we can do. Actually there is almost nothing we can do for you. I can type out a little motivational speech telling you that your life is just as valuable as everyone elses, which is true, but that won't do much for you.

One of my friends suffers from depression that is chemically triggered, some people are just wired that way. You need to find the right anti-depressant as soon as possible. I'm saying the right one because some will have negative effects on you, as I'm sure you know. My friend went through 3 or 4 different prescriptions before finding what worked for him since the others just made him fall into even greater depression.

I wish you the best of luck. I really do, you have a real problem you need to get through. Something you have little control over, but try and take control. Find out what medication works for you. You deserve it.