02-17-2011, 04:22 PM
(02-15-2011, 07:39 PM)Istandor Wrote: Don't worry bro, when the right lady comes along; everything just kind of shifts to work her into your life. I never thought I would meet the girl I'm with right now, but it just sort of happened.
That's 100% true. Definitely don't feel insecure about not having a girlfriend. I will never truly know how I got my 1st girlfriend, she was beautiful and two grades ahead of me. Like Istandor said, you can't anticipate meeting the right girl.
Moving away from that, I've felt the same way as you. I have always had a close group of friends since I was little, but there have been long spans of time when I was seriously depressed, and contemplated suicide.
It might be different for other people, but what I did and suggest is that you find something new to do. Try to find something, like a club, activity, or sport where you can meet new people, and have something to channel your energy into. This is the best suggestion that I can offer because I know it worked for me.
In your case (no offense) it might be great for you to do something outside of school if your worried about people's opinions of you. You will have a new chance, and you can make new first impressions. Don't ever give up hope that you will get out of it. Trust me, don't ever, ever, think about doing suicide. When I was depressed I cut myself, and I wanted to die. I didn't and to this day I am unbelievably happy that I didn't.
Even if it feels like your never going to get out of it, you can feel better within a week. If you need any serious help you can pm me. I'm always open to talk to about this sort of thing.
- Jack