Update:
Well after getting enough courage to ask her out she accepted but later on apologized that there was nobody to take her, so I asked her again and she again accepted, and once more she apologized that she can't make it because her friend is coming over.
So I finally sent her a text saying that I like her and want us to be more than friends, so she replied saying to stop making fun of her and she knows that I don't love her.
So I sent her another text and that is when she said that she though of me as here really close friend not more.
Now I feel like I am going to commit suicide because I can't think for a reason for which to live. Any suggestions.
Well after getting enough courage to ask her out she accepted but later on apologized that there was nobody to take her, so I asked her again and she again accepted, and once more she apologized that she can't make it because her friend is coming over.
So I finally sent her a text saying that I like her and want us to be more than friends, so she replied saying to stop making fun of her and she knows that I don't love her.
So I sent her another text and that is when she said that she though of me as here really close friend not more.
Now I feel like I am going to commit suicide because I can't think for a reason for which to live. Any suggestions.
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