I'm scared to grow up...

[Mao]

You shouldn't be scared. It would seem very difficult in the beginning only because you are new to it, but you should be able to manage everything if you keep your mind straight. Also, dealing with that problem shows what kind of man you are. That change is unavoidable, you can't live as a kid forever. You're going to have to man up and be independent. I'm sure you could do just fine, I have to say that it is kind of normal to be a bit jittery about it but not at that age yet. Relax first, start worrying about it again when you get to junior high. Good luck with growing up.