01-01-2011, 03:59 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-01-2011, 04:12 PM by Death Trap™.)
What makes you sad? You have money and all the possible things you could ever had compare to other people who have nothing and have to survive day by day with little they can get or afford. All you are doing is making the situation worse. I know this feeling also in high school. You don't know any person and feels like everyone is against you for some reason because your a newbie/freshman. Do you ever know God doesn't really help if you can't even help yourself? God help those who helped themselves. If I stay in my room wishing I don't starve because I am too lazy to do something/get something to eat, nothing will ever happen if you get my point.
You need to stop blaming yourself and take control of the situation. By making yourself feel down, it will degrade your self-esteem and moral. An example would be being sick, you are sick as being as depressed. If you don't do something you will feel worse and things wont get better at all. This gothic-girl gave you a special feeling as though you are "someone" or "somebody" and that is the reason why you want to be with her or you need someone to talk to or share your feelings. You are only hurting yourself. Despite she has a boyfriend, you should be glad she came into your life to help you in some way. Have you ever thought of finding another girl? There was plenty of outgoing girls. Have hope maybe one day she will break up with him cause he treated her badly and you will come in to take care of her.
Suicide is not the way to go. It makes you weak. As you thought about stuff about life, we all know things will come to an end for human life but the key aspect of life is to live it to the fullest and make it worthwhile. Human race will continue to live as we give birth to the new generation and technology will continue to advance. This is called preserve the human existence. We all need to live and experience the good things in life. Sitting here and contemplating on negative feelings is not a way it should go. People who came from the dirt ground who have a miserable life working so hard for little money they can make and with no social life because they can't speak properly. They rise up and made themselves better than they used to be. You should be better than that.
You are still young and have plenty of time. High school is a b*tch. Take it from someone who went through it. Make friends. Have fun. College will be a lot better. You need to change your mindset to think about positive than negative.
You need to stop blaming yourself and take control of the situation. By making yourself feel down, it will degrade your self-esteem and moral. An example would be being sick, you are sick as being as depressed. If you don't do something you will feel worse and things wont get better at all. This gothic-girl gave you a special feeling as though you are "someone" or "somebody" and that is the reason why you want to be with her or you need someone to talk to or share your feelings. You are only hurting yourself. Despite she has a boyfriend, you should be glad she came into your life to help you in some way. Have you ever thought of finding another girl? There was plenty of outgoing girls. Have hope maybe one day she will break up with him cause he treated her badly and you will come in to take care of her.
Suicide is not the way to go. It makes you weak. As you thought about stuff about life, we all know things will come to an end for human life but the key aspect of life is to live it to the fullest and make it worthwhile. Human race will continue to live as we give birth to the new generation and technology will continue to advance. This is called preserve the human existence. We all need to live and experience the good things in life. Sitting here and contemplating on negative feelings is not a way it should go. People who came from the dirt ground who have a miserable life working so hard for little money they can make and with no social life because they can't speak properly. They rise up and made themselves better than they used to be. You should be better than that.
You are still young and have plenty of time. High school is a b*tch. Take it from someone who went through it. Make friends. Have fun. College will be a lot better. You need to change your mindset to think about positive than negative.
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