I'm not too bad right now but...

[Kanee]

I would suggest you sit down and talk with your parents about the whole situation if you haven't already. How can they know how upset you are if instead of telling them, you only give them reason to make it worse? I hope it works out.

My parents are quick to judge. If I do this, it'll make things worse. I forgot to mention in the OP, that my family actually has a type of depression, that isn't very known. All I really know about it, is that it's the type that alchoholics usually have. Half of my family has tried to commit suicide. I on the other hand, don't want to.