12-10-2010, 08:17 PM
First
I expect to much of people especially people I consider friends or atleast want to call a friend. The later being people at work. I know i tend to over react, i'm not emotional unstable but i wear my heart on my sleave. Is that a contradiction?
Situation
Lately I see my two "friends" whispering and not leting me in on what there talking about ( so half the time I'm paranoid and thinks it's about me so). We're suppose to be a clique. Today they left early while I was in the back room and didnt even say bye or have a good weekend and thats making me feel like they just ditched me. We're all use to one of us leaving early especially on Friday's but for both of em to leave like that is really eating at me. It got to me so much i drank half a bottle of jack just to numb myself (i never drink at home). Should I Just stop bothering with these two? It'll be hard to be around them and cut em off, eventually I'll give in without them even caring what got me upset in the first place. Little things like this have just been adding up. What the H should I do?
I expect to much of people especially people I consider friends or atleast want to call a friend. The later being people at work. I know i tend to over react, i'm not emotional unstable but i wear my heart on my sleave. Is that a contradiction?
Situation
Lately I see my two "friends" whispering and not leting me in on what there talking about ( so half the time I'm paranoid and thinks it's about me so). We're suppose to be a clique. Today they left early while I was in the back room and didnt even say bye or have a good weekend and thats making me feel like they just ditched me. We're all use to one of us leaving early especially on Friday's but for both of em to leave like that is really eating at me. It got to me so much i drank half a bottle of jack just to numb myself (i never drink at home). Should I Just stop bothering with these two? It'll be hard to be around them and cut em off, eventually I'll give in without them even caring what got me upset in the first place. Little things like this have just been adding up. What the H should I do?