Just need some talking...

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I just need to vent here, get some talking i guess...

so im 19, but I have a disorder which prevents me from aging... im pretty much stuck in the body of a 13 year old... ive done some research on it, only about 10% of people can overcome the problem and go on to age.
This has made it hard for me to make friends, ive never fit in with my age group, its kept me from all the teenage stuff like never been to a party, never flirted with a girl, that kinda crap.

I also have a personality disorder, which makes it difficult for me to interact with people... so this has made it even harder for me to get friends.

Then my family, its really only my parents and sisters, then a few cousins... my parents are complete jackasses...
They bought all 3 of my sisters (who are 2-4 years younger) cars before they could even drive... I on the other hand, have never gotten to drive.
My sisters have always gotten to do what ever they want, my parents will buy them anything... they never have to do anything. I am stuck doing all the work around the house and don't get to do anything. The only things in my room are a bed and dresser with cloths + shoes...

I'm having to go to college, I don't want to, dont really need to, but I have to or I can't live at home... and with my aging problem ive had no luck getting a job which means I cant afford not to live at home...
I am now getting thousands of dollars in loan which im going to have to pay back...

My life is just going nowhere and it seems pointless...

Dam, that sucks, It sounds like some fked up kind of cinderella story, except no happy ending. Peace be with you brother and I hope you get through your troubles. Hopefully your parents will realize that you are their kid also.