Bad mood because of RuneScape

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Yeah. The title says it all. Well, it's not because of the game itself. The main reason is a girl I met there four years ago.
Maybe you think I'm crazy because there are tons of other girls in there and it's just a game. Yeah, it's just a game, but the person is real. We've been talking for hours like everyday for almost three years. She always listened to my problems and she never told me "no". She always kindly replied even if I was really annoying.
At that time I was 12 and she was 16, turning 17, so I guess she is 19 now.
I was so stupid to take a break from RuneScape for a few months.
She was like the sweetest girl I ever spoke to, even throught I've never seen her in real.

Today I actually realised how much I liked her. My only wish for now is that things would be the same as before, or at least I'd be able to talk to her again. I just really feel like I need to tell her that "Thank you."

I don't really know how to contact her again. She most probably removed me from her friendlist, because she thought I'm inactive.

I know she is active, because her RS profile, which is automatically updates shows her recent activity and it looks like she was active almost everyday during the last week - even today.
I'd ask people on forum, but using names of other players is not allowed in this way I guess.
Talking to her again would make me feel really happy.
I know she's like 19 now, but I really need to tell her "Thank you.".

Thanks for all replies. I just couldn't sleep without writing this. Oh and yeah, her username is Dragon Ldy5. I doubt you know her, but just in case you do.. Please, PM me. Thank you once again.

why don't you just re-add her,if you've had so many moments together i'm sure she will remember you.But with the age difference i doubt something will happend sorry lol.Ask for her skype/msn/or something so you won't get out of touch if you take another break.Maybe share pictures (may be a pedo)