I don't even care anymore.

[Xander]

I could die in 5 minutes, and I couldn't care less.

I have no friends, nobody wants to be my friend, I'm that one fxcking kid that doesn't belong anywhere, and I don't know why, I've been open to people and they never want to be my friends.

I'm not an butthead, I'm well-mannered, open doors for ladies, stand up for women when guys are berating them, would do absolutely anything for those I love, and yet I'm always the one getting the cold shoulder, and the assholes are the ones dating the girls that deserve so much better than them.

I'm not saying I'm better than anyone, but I could DEFIANTLY treat them better than their boyfriends do.

It's just so pointless anymore, the world revolves around assholes, nice guys always get the fxcking shaft, why in the hell is the world so broken? :/

All I want is someone I can talk to, someone I can hold, someone I can tell my secrets to, someone who will tell their secrets to me, someone who'll love me even if I'm not a complete butthead to them, but apparently some people just don't deserve it, and apparently I'm one of them.