11-03-2010, 10:58 AM
My father maybe only because he likes teaching me because he is in ANOC where he is learning advanced networking (He is signal) and he spent 4 hours discussing things how why ect, but he enjoys the idea of a son but not the responsibilty it brings
He tells me I could move from here to there and stay with him if I wanted just for a couple weeks, and tells me if there is ever a problem just call but we went through that and my mom and I learned he doesn't freakin care and finds it an annoyance to get a call about the newest problem and in the end he never agrees because like the school she is my mother i should shut up listen and everything would be fine....
I linked my mum to the thread maybe she will read it, and maybe there is a 2% chance she will actually listen to what I have written and understand I have nothing and no reason so why not do this or that, I am a danger to myself and others because those that have nothing to live for will do anything and my increasingly bad arguements is pushing me to the edge where I am at the point... If i am gonna be told and made out to a bad ass then... why not?
He tells me I could move from here to there and stay with him if I wanted just for a couple weeks, and tells me if there is ever a problem just call but we went through that and my mom and I learned he doesn't freakin care and finds it an annoyance to get a call about the newest problem and in the end he never agrees because like the school she is my mother i should shut up listen and everything would be fine....
I linked my mum to the thread maybe she will read it, and maybe there is a 2% chance she will actually listen to what I have written and understand I have nothing and no reason so why not do this or that, I am a danger to myself and others because those that have nothing to live for will do anything and my increasingly bad arguements is pushing me to the edge where I am at the point... If i am gonna be told and made out to a bad ass then... why not?