Struggling

[NinJa_12]

no problem.With me it was a slight bit different because i had an older brother who lived near me who i could basically see as my father figure and ask for advice.He was nt always there for me though as he was also abit of a trouble maker back in the day.well first of all i started drinking at an early age which i would advise you to stay well clear of.I put my self into hospital by taking it too far with something that i thought would make my problems go away but in fact it just made it all the more worse.After id had this experience i started to blank out what was going on in the backgrround of my life and started to concentrate just on what was important in life for myself.the choices i made in this difficult time have come to good .Think about what you most need to do and concentrate on achieving your goals which will set you up for the rest of your life.After all of these problems that iv had i now have contact with my father which im very happy about.Please dont be over powering to your father,he might be having difficulties of his own.Everyone battles there demons in different ways.im sure hell come around eventually just like mine did

never give up hope my friend

regards

NinJa