10-29-2010, 08:03 PM
Not sure where else to post this.
Evening rolls around and things get a lot darker. Life seems awesome during the day, and now I'm alone, doors are shut and I just feel so sad and lonely. I'm one of the luckiest girls and I know it. I'm a pre-med student, healthy, confident, and have a good group of friends. There is something missing and I can't place it. Like there is this giant hole in me and I often fight back tears. I'm not happy and I haven't been in months. I lie, make up reasons for why I feel this way simply because I can't quite place it and feel as though I need to rationalize it.
I'm just sad and confused.
And not sure how to fix this
Evening rolls around and things get a lot darker. Life seems awesome during the day, and now I'm alone, doors are shut and I just feel so sad and lonely. I'm one of the luckiest girls and I know it. I'm a pre-med student, healthy, confident, and have a good group of friends. There is something missing and I can't place it. Like there is this giant hole in me and I often fight back tears. I'm not happy and I haven't been in months. I lie, make up reasons for why I feel this way simply because I can't quite place it and feel as though I need to rationalize it.
I'm just sad and confused.
And not sure how to fix this