10-23-2010, 09:22 AM
(10-22-2010, 07:30 PM)Xander Wrote: Long story short, I'm extremely depressed, and my PTSD isn't helping at all.Well I understand you on how confusing the world is, we live in place where no one truly knows anything and why they do it, the best advice I could give you is to just give your own life a purpose and a meaning because we're born without em, it doesn't matter what it is. That could lead you to true happiness.
I can't seem to find a sense of being in the world, and I feel as if I don't deserve to be happy. :/
I don't want to go into much detail here, because it's sorta personal, but if you ask, I'll tell you via MSN or something, so just add nigga.nuggets@mail.ru and say you're from SF.
I just don't know what to do anymore, I've been crying all day, I haven't ate in 4 days, I haven't slept in 2. :/
It doesn't matter who has the most money, or who is the most successful cause when you die, you can't take none of it with you, so whats the point huh? I don't have an msn but I have an aim: Reasonablelogic5, or you could just pm me if you want to talk.
Birth: beginning of knowledge.
Institutionalized education: why?
More institutionalized education: why?..
Higher learning: wtf??
Society: who are they?
Work: I get it sorta but... why?
Materialism: cool.. but uh is that all?..
Am I personally going to subject myself?: no. am i forced? yes..
Friends/fam: ohh, you exist too..
Science/religion: yea......so...you say you have answers..correct?
Spirituality/nature: hmm..intriguing.
In the meantime: fudge, sleep, eat, other..
The sum of it all: we dk.
Death: the end.
Institutionalized education: why?
More institutionalized education: why?..
Higher learning: wtf??
Society: who are they?
Work: I get it sorta but... why?
Materialism: cool.. but uh is that all?..
Am I personally going to subject myself?: no. am i forced? yes..
Friends/fam: ohh, you exist too..
Science/religion: yea......so...you say you have answers..correct?
Spirituality/nature: hmm..intriguing.
In the meantime: fudge, sleep, eat, other..
The sum of it all: we dk.
Death: the end.