09-08-2010, 06:34 PM
I'm 15, I live in Minnesota, i'm currently a Sophmore, and i'm perhaps the ONLY white guy in my school to be called asian on a daily basis. What I mean is, all of my friends, which ARE Asian-Hmong, don't call me white, or 'meka' (Hmong for white), they consider me an asian (thats a compliment, and a damn good one to). Thats a HUGE improvement from the treatment I recieved at middleschool.
Anyways, i've lied.
Not in this thread, not on the internet, but to my friends.
I've lied about my whole life.
I've told them i've done drugs, when I haven't.
I've told them i've been in a gang, when I haven't.
I've told them i've left my house to sell drugs, drink, and do all sorts of illegal activities, when I haven't.
I don't know why I started lieing, but i've lied so much, i'm starting to believe it.
I'm being consumed by my own lies, and I want out. I want everyone to see i'm not some 'big league drug dealer' hacker guy (I'm not a drug dealer, but I am a hacker ^_^, then again, who isn't?).
What i'm asking is, how do I get out of this mess i've gotten myself into?
I've told lies from stealing, to witnessing murder, and everything inbetween.
Any advice on how to get myself out of this hole?
Anyways, i've lied.
Not in this thread, not on the internet, but to my friends.
I've lied about my whole life.
I've told them i've done drugs, when I haven't.
I've told them i've been in a gang, when I haven't.
I've told them i've left my house to sell drugs, drink, and do all sorts of illegal activities, when I haven't.
I don't know why I started lieing, but i've lied so much, i'm starting to believe it.
I'm being consumed by my own lies, and I want out. I want everyone to see i'm not some 'big league drug dealer' hacker guy (I'm not a drug dealer, but I am a hacker ^_^, then again, who isn't?).
What i'm asking is, how do I get out of this mess i've gotten myself into?
I've told lies from stealing, to witnessing murder, and everything inbetween.
Any advice on how to get myself out of this hole?