08-29-2010, 12:12 AM
I dont even know why i am posting this here... i just have to say it to someone...
it happened like this:
I had a girlfriend, and we had been dating for about a year and a half. I no longer liked her though... My feelings for her had changed. I wanted to tell her that, in the best way possible, so i decided to take her out to dinner and tell her there. Anyways, before we got to the restaurant, she hands me a smal peice of paper, but tells me not to open it till i get home. I put it in my pocket. During the dinner i could not bring myself to tell her i no longer liked her, so i did not. On the car ride back, i could no longer hold it in. I pulled over on the side of the road and told her... a tear streamed down her cheek...
and then a drunk driver hits the car... I dont remember much after that. I woke up in an ambulance about 30 minuits later (i live out in the country,so its a bit of a drive to the hospital, and there are no hospitals near there..
and the ESM or whatever you call them, emergency response unit, w/e is there.. i am on a stretcher... I try to sit up, but i cannot, it hurts too much.. i ask the medic what happened. He looked at me, and hesitated before answering. He said:
a drunk driver hit your car... and killed your friend.... (he didnt know she was my girlfriend..)
I was devestated. all i could see was blood, my body was covered in it, the doctor said i was in critical condition... i passed out, and woke up 3 days later in the hospital.... my Mother is there.. she says, you better have a look at this, and she hands me the note my GF gave me.. i completely forgot about it... i open it up and it says:
Without you, i would die.
now, i just want to kill myself...
it happened like this:
I had a girlfriend, and we had been dating for about a year and a half. I no longer liked her though... My feelings for her had changed. I wanted to tell her that, in the best way possible, so i decided to take her out to dinner and tell her there. Anyways, before we got to the restaurant, she hands me a smal peice of paper, but tells me not to open it till i get home. I put it in my pocket. During the dinner i could not bring myself to tell her i no longer liked her, so i did not. On the car ride back, i could no longer hold it in. I pulled over on the side of the road and told her... a tear streamed down her cheek...
and then a drunk driver hits the car... I dont remember much after that. I woke up in an ambulance about 30 minuits later (i live out in the country,so its a bit of a drive to the hospital, and there are no hospitals near there..
and the ESM or whatever you call them, emergency response unit, w/e is there.. i am on a stretcher... I try to sit up, but i cannot, it hurts too much.. i ask the medic what happened. He looked at me, and hesitated before answering. He said:
a drunk driver hit your car... and killed your friend.... (he didnt know she was my girlfriend..)
I was devestated. all i could see was blood, my body was covered in it, the doctor said i was in critical condition... i passed out, and woke up 3 days later in the hospital.... my Mother is there.. she says, you better have a look at this, and she hands me the note my GF gave me.. i completely forgot about it... i open it up and it says:
Without you, i would die.
now, i just want to kill myself...