Still feeling guilty

[Canoris]

You know what? You can't expect to be right all of the time. You can't expect to make the right decisions all the time either. You need to find it in yourself that it's not your fault. It's just not. Realise that every breathe you take you make decisions and if you are making at least 80% of your decisions to the best of your ability, you're doing pretty damn well. You life is not pointless my friend, and you do not deserve to leave this life either. There is so much more to this life than the two very tragic decisions you made. Open your eyes my friend the life beyond these events and see the beautiful awe filled wonder and possibilities that lie ahead. Peace be with you.