08-07-2010, 09:21 PM
Well since everyone else did an extremely good job on helping you, I'll just talk about depression real quick. I used to be depressed a lot, severely, and thought of suicide multiple times a day. It would be bad but it wouldn't really bother me too much because I would be thinking so in depth about how I could kill myself at that moment with whats around me or other ways. When you have thoughts like this just remember that committing suicide is one of the most selfish acts possible. Your family probably feels much like you because of your grandparents' deaths and killing yourself would only make them feel worse. Not to mention your friends and anyone else who knows you. You may think that killing yourself may be the easiest way out and it won't matter that much, but more people care than you think and it will devastate them. Remember that there is always hope and things can and generally will always get better, make the best out of what you have.