First off let me say that no one on this forum is going to flame you. That's not what we're about.
I feel deeply for the horrible neglecting situation you are in. I'm sorry this is happening to you mate, just remember there is always a bright side of life. You need to cling on to the happy memories you have and just remember them.
I would suggest trying a new hobby? Something to occupy your days, after all you are 14 so you're young and you've got time on your side to make a change in life. Also have you tried talking to your father about what you're feeling? Let him know that your feeling depressed.
Also mate you've got a computer
Why not find some fun online community like SF or something to spend your time doing, like gaming or listening to music.
If my words have fallen on deaf ears then please take a look here:
http://www.information-entertainment.com...press.html
~ Sam
p.s.
Please talk through your problems here with us (me) I will always listen to you and provide as much support as I can.
I feel deeply for the horrible neglecting situation you are in. I'm sorry this is happening to you mate, just remember there is always a bright side of life. You need to cling on to the happy memories you have and just remember them.
I would suggest trying a new hobby? Something to occupy your days, after all you are 14 so you're young and you've got time on your side to make a change in life. Also have you tried talking to your father about what you're feeling? Let him know that your feeling depressed.
Also mate you've got a computer
Why not find some fun online community like SF or something to spend your time doing, like gaming or listening to music. If my words have fallen on deaf ears then please take a look here:
http://www.information-entertainment.com...press.html
~ Sam
p.s.
Please talk through your problems here with us (me) I will always listen to you and provide as much support as I can.