How to be normal?

[AceInfinity]

You'll find the one. I recently fell in love with my first love. If things are good in a year I will ask her to marry me, but this is about you. Just become a sex machine and fudge everything that moves. Cover up your sadness with more sadness.

I'm happy you finally got your 100 posts, maybe you won't spam nonsense answers as much anymore if you decide to keep logging into SF. Evidently you only read the first 1 or 2 sentences, but you had no comprehension of what the OP was really trying to get help with. You missed the bigger picture here.

[SoulCake.]

You'll find the one. I recently fell in love with my first love. If things are good in a year I will ask her to marry me, but this is about you. Just become a sex machine and fudge everything that moves. Cover up your sadness with more sadness.

That is some solid advice right there.
Just hump everything and cry yourself to sleep every night.