07-11-2011, 12:36 PM
Its as if im spending Money but I don't even Know why I am buying food and eating. But not much My friend asks me to eat but I say no i feel like I am really antisocial Being on the internet And i don't really feel Myself Usually, Somehow i feel As if I'm starving myself
I don't know what's going on in my mind Much less my thoughts, It's Not suicide it's angst Its pain it's something pushing against me, Everything has to be a long long goal... Why???? Why must it be so hard for me to achieve something? for once in my life can't I get something right?
I feel like i could fly but how can i soar with my emotions Flooding my in every way, How can i be free when my freedom is chained Like a common Animal? I feel as if life is changing but i am too Slow to follow on it... Anger frustration and pain allows me to Emit my deepest thoughts.
Perhaps Things are meant to change.
I don't know what's going on in my mind Much less my thoughts, It's Not suicide it's angst Its pain it's something pushing against me, Everything has to be a long long goal... Why???? Why must it be so hard for me to achieve something? for once in my life can't I get something right?
I feel like i could fly but how can i soar with my emotions Flooding my in every way, How can i be free when my freedom is chained Like a common Animal? I feel as if life is changing but i am too Slow to follow on it... Anger frustration and pain allows me to Emit my deepest thoughts.
Perhaps Things are meant to change.