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Long story short, I'm extremely depressed, and my PTSD isn't helping at all.
I can't seem to find a sense of being in the world, and I feel as if I don't deserve to be happy. :/
I don't want to go into much detail here, because it's sorta personal, but if you ask, I'll tell you via MSN or something, so just add nigga.nuggets@mail.ru and say you're from SF.
I just don't know what to do anymore, I've been crying all day, I haven't ate in 4 days, I haven't slept in 2. :/
I sit in this small hole and think
the voices aren't real
but they have the most beautiful ideas.
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I will add you on msn and try and talk to you i will do everything i possibly can to help you.
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everyone deserves to be happy man  I hope you can get this sorted out. You need any extra help, send me a pm or something, but i'm not the pro in this area. I just have some knowledge on how to speak to people about it. Hope you find your place soon though
No one doesn't deserve to be happy.
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(10-22-2010, 07:30 PM)Xander Wrote: Long story short, I'm extremely depressed, and my PTSD isn't helping at all.
I can't seem to find a sense of being in the world, and I feel as if I don't deserve to be happy. :/
I don't want to go into much detail here, because it's sorta personal, but if you ask, I'll tell you via MSN or something, so just add nigga.nuggets@mail.ru and say you're from SF.
I just don't know what to do anymore, I've been crying all day, I haven't ate in 4 days, I haven't slept in 2. :/ Well I understand you on how confusing the world is, we live in place where no one truly knows anything and why they do it, the best advice I could give you is to just give your own life a purpose and a meaning because we're born without em, it doesn't matter what it is. That could lead you to true happiness.
It doesn't matter who has the most money, or who is the most successful cause when you die, you can't take none of it with you, so whats the point huh? I don't have an msn but I have an aim: Reasonablelogic5, or you could just pm me if you want to talk.
Birth: beginning of knowledge.
Institutionalized education: why?
More institutionalized education: why?..
Higher learning: wtf??
Society: who are they?
Work: I get it sorta but... why?
Materialism: cool.. but uh is that all?..
Am I personally going to subject myself?: no. am i forced? yes..
Friends/fam: ohh, you exist too..
Science/religion: yea......so...you say you have answers..correct?
Spirituality/nature: hmm..intriguing.
In the meantime: fudge, sleep, eat, other..
The sum of it all: we dk.
Death: the end.
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-Think about the positive things in your life.
-Find out what is causing your depression and find a solution
-Go out and spend some money, treat yourself to something nice
-Don't just bottle up what's causing your depression inside. You need to confront the problem and find a solution
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Are you a teenager? This sort of thing is very common in teens, I have been through the same thing too.
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I kind of have the same problem to be honest.
I don't see a future for me, at all. Everything seems pretty bad, but hey, life's worth living, so we just have to keep on keeping on. Force yourself to eat man. You need your strength.
And, just so you know, everyone deserves to be happy, my friend, and I mean EVERYONE!
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(10-22-2010, 07:30 PM)Xander Wrote: Long story short, I'm extremely depressed, and my PTSD isn't helping at all.
I can't seem to find a sense of being in the world, and I feel as if I don't deserve to be happy. :/
I don't want to go into much detail here, because it's sorta personal, but if you ask, I'll tell you via MSN or something, so just add nigga.nuggets@mail.ru and say you're from SF.
I just don't know what to do anymore, I've been crying all day, I haven't ate in 4 days, I haven't slept in 2. :/
When many people say this *cough*, they think of suicide. Dont ever even think about it. Read this and stay positive. http://www.hackforums.net/showthread.php?tid=759308
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(10-24-2010, 12:54 PM)Positive Wrote: When many people say this *cough*, they think of suicide. Dont ever even think about it. Read this and stay positive. http://www.hackforums.net/showthread.php?tid=759308
Yeah, I have them all. :/
Only thing is, I really have no friends to talk to or anything.
I sit in this small hole and think
the voices aren't real
but they have the most beautiful ideas.
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(10-24-2010, 01:01 PM)Xander Wrote: Yeah, I have them all. :/
Only thing is, I really have no friends to talk to or anything.
Just hold tight, everything will change as you get older, we all go through the same things.
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